cringe-joyment
To take pleasure in something that simultaneously causes feelings of awkwardness or embarrassment
For your cringe-joyment, I've forwarded you a love poem I just received from my ex. It rhymes, compares me to a summer's day, and is riddled with misspellings.
joyment
joy·ment
joim(ə)nt
NOUN
1. the state or process of taking pleasure in something derived internally:
"the joyment of a good thought"
• a thing that gives internal pleasure:
"one of his particular joyments was the feeling he got from campfire singing"
2. A state of pleasure derived from within oneself.
3. Thoughts, feelings, or movements that bring joy without needing to be perceived externally.
joim(ə)nt
NOUN
1. the state or process of taking pleasure in something derived internally:
"the joyment of a good thought"
• a thing that gives internal pleasure:
"one of his particular joyments was the feeling he got from campfire singing"
2. A state of pleasure derived from within oneself.
3. Thoughts, feelings, or movements that bring joy without needing to be perceived externally.
My mother was always such a stern woman that you never would have guessed her biggest joyment came from receiving a simple phone call from me.