Arthiga

Search deep within your subconscious and you might see, a collection of dreams which feel more like memories. In them there's a girl, the girl of your dreams. Except she's hidden behind a dark screen. Like some locked character, her silhouette is all you can see. You know she's beautiful, even though you can't see her face. You know she's smart and funny, even though you can't hear her voice. You know she has a great laugh, even though you can't hear its music. You know she's tall and elegant, because of the way she carries herself. You've seen these dreams for years, every once in a while. You've lived entire futures with her by your side. You've thought about every girl you know to see if it's her, but none of them match. You spent years trying to solve the puzzle but you couldn't, so you saved it somewhere in your head. Then one day, as if it were destiny, you meet her. And everything clicks into place. You start having the dreams every single night. Except now when you look to your right, you see her face. Her big beautiful eyes staring back into yours. You ask for her name, like you've done a hundred times before. You just know that you've finally found the girl of your dreams, and her name is...

Another way of saying ottahachavingi.