lost your balloons
That moment you realized you've fucked up to the point of no return, and now you have to watch the result of your fuck up unfold, much like you would if you let go of balloons accidentally.
Wow Shawn, you really lost your balloons on that one.
I don't know what I was thinking, I totally lost my balloons.
I don't know what I was thinking, I totally lost my balloons.