lunid/lunivity

A cross between "lunar" and "vivid". It's a feeling you get in the light of the moon that just ties a knot up in your stomach and feels so good yet so terrible at the same time. It feels bigger than you, like a beautiful gem that sits inside you but shouldn't be there; it could give you the power to change the world but you know it'll only be there for a little while longer. You want to hold on to that feeling and make it yours but it goes with the moon.

I found this playlist to be a perfect description of it: "it is one of those nights" Worldhaspostrock on youtube

I DID NOT COME UP WITH THIS!! Jacob Clark on youtube made a comment describing this word HE made up.