Lusted-Jealousy
Lusted-Jealousy - Is the desire to fancy what someone's lust is towards things that will make them a genius or any smarter than she is.
She lusts over me being jealous over something that I see a desired need in and she does not. She mourns my Lusted-Jealousy. She is jealous over me being jealous over something better than what she is jealous over.