Miapapz

The updated definition. Yes, most of those things I said were true about me like how I love to have fun, party, how I can come off as a sex-appeal especially to the opposite sex, beautiful, stunning, sexy, etc. One thing I will say is that I am not an Italian sexy bitch. Calling myself a bitch just because I thought it was cool was honestly me discriminating myself. I thought I was being bad and sexy when I wasn’t at all. I had a facade of fake confidence to keep my head held high. I was so afraid to get close to anyone even though I wanted to. A lot of people thought I was very aloof and standoffish when others might’ve seen my bubbly side. I’m so much more than what I said I was. I was immature when I wrote that first definition of Miapapz and I didn’t know how to respect myself in 2019. I was angry inside as I felt I needed for people to see me a certain way to validate me. I had to learn things the hard way. I truthfully became a very intelligent and strong person overtime. I got out of very toxic friendships and situations that really took a toll on me, my time, and energy. It made me the person I am today. I also apologize for when I said I’m not just a basic white bitch. That was rude. Back then, I didn’t know what bull was going on in my head when I said that. One thing that transformed me was definitely God himself. I am thankful for every moment.