Neinsexual
Neinsexual : a person who has a sexual attraction but doesn't act upon it and chooses to be neutral.
I identify as Neinsexual, I have a sexual attraction but when I act upon the attraction I act different and weak to temptations and lust. I don't like it, but feel better being neutral and I can be myself with out all the conflict! Also feel like myself lot more too and don't have to keep going back and forth and choose.