Noel Lucio
the emotion when you realize something you needed but you reject it nonetheless; or it can be used when you feel something is really cool, but really horrible at the same time
That cornerstone i refused to use turned out to be a real noel lucio.
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i would love to see a tsunami in person, that would be noel lucio.
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i would love to see a tsunami in person, that would be noel lucio.