NSN57 - Real Me

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Real me
What I meant by “real me” it was quite simple.

The “real me” is just a man in my XXth (you know my age), with gray hairs, wrinkles..

I can be slow - that really annoyed you.
I don’t like fights, I don’t like arguing with other people, or aggressively protect my point of view - “deer in the lights” :)), and that’s annoyed you the most, remember?

I was warning that you forgot me, the real me, that you have created illusion in your mind. Perfect, beautiful, ideal in everything, but that is not me, the real me in the real life. You might be very disappointed when that illusion fall apart if it meets the reality.
Real me
I should better think about headlines that I put.
That topic was really confusing for you. I can imagine how many theories your fast mind created in that moment.

Believe me, there was nothing like that, I would say even opposite to that :))), alas alas )))))
Of course I’ve made mistakes in my life, but nothing extraordinary. I don’t know how, but something always stops me at the last moment.

When I was talking about that my heart was broken many times, I’ve meant my marriage. Because of all that problems in my marriage, i seriously thought I had enough of that. At that time I’ve met her, and you have already know the rest.
by NeverSayNever57 December 15, 2021