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I need 4 pillars to stand...

First gets hurt...
~no problem I have teacher to follow

Second gets hurt...
~this may be serious.. I don't like this..

It's making me feel I did something

wrong today.. what was it...

The pillar cutter had visited here 5

hours ago...

Is the cutter offended?

Third pillar goes down...
~crying... maybe the building will fall

It is tremendously heart wrenching...

And there stands cutter who visited 9

hours ago..

Watching with his green eyes..

Oh... when will he be silent.. I ask..

Or doesnt he care??

Neither can I show my frustration nor

my anger.. for I fear the cutter might

house my tear..

The pain is too much to bear..

*Five minutes before the fourth pillars fate*
~oh the pain the pain is too much..

There lurks cutter with his green eyes..

Ready to end it all..

But I can't watch it fall..

I delete the world of misery ..

For I am scared to face reality ..

I realise my house will fall.. so I bury my head in sand like a ostrich..

In my head
My invisible pillars still standing..
And the cutter appreciating the beauty

But alas...

Reality is even after knowing I don't like pillars fall.. he would still want to see them fall..
And be 'chill' even after making them fall! ..

why let it be made why watch it grow

I feel like I want the cutter to know my pain... yet I am afraid after knowing it the cutter will have my house slain..

I patiently wait.. hoping the cutter will appreciate my pain..

But my wait will go in vain...
Cause ...

I really don't know what cutter goes through.. there lies his axe..

He never shared with me his side..
A little confidence in me is all I want

Oh cutter...

Do put it in me and I will work wonders

I hope one day in this house together we will reside....

that one special number