routwash
A moment of panic that you'll end up looking back on years of labor with little to show for it, that despite all the time you've spent gatehring skills and connections and experiences, many of them will prove to have been worth almost nothing in the long run, redeemable for petty cash, a line on a resume, a few compliments, or a handful of magic beans.
Derek sat up in bed, panting, as he felt the moment routwash pass over. He shook his head softly. It would all be worth it. He knew it would