Spalexen

An intense feeling of stress, jealousy, hatred, love, and happiness all in one also with a feeling of sickness in the back of your stomach, chest, and/or mouth/throat. The feeling of spalexen makes you feel like you want to audibly scream, laugh, yell, and/or cry and throw your phone, anything you are holding, or the closest thing to you. This emotion seems to be caused by something or someone you love, pain (mental or physical), being proud, panicking, and/or stress. (Keep in mind, I have no idea where this emotion I feel of comes from. It just randomly happens to me frequently and was wondering if anyone else relates!!)