thimindu

- part 2
2020 was a hard year for him, from the look of his face. His smile, is so perfect i swear. I could end myself, just to see him smile so pure and bright. Ever since i saw you, my heart went blooming. As i went home on that day, i told myself you were way far from my type in guys. But, i just couldn't stop loving you, even if i was threatened to stop loving you, you see i wouldn't. Listening to my favourite song reminds me of you, "Rosyln" and "Wheres my love?" Oh dear, Thimindu you taught me a lot of things. How to accept others even if they hurt me, i love you. Have you ever wanted to go on late night walks in the city, as the lights shine on just the two of us? I wanna do a lot of things with you. about having picnics in the forest or maybe lay on the beach at night with my hands in yours. I don't want anything else, i only wanted you. I always get random boys having feelings towards me, but my heart is just for you only you. I can't believe you haven't left my side. I love you, all i wanted and all i needed is you.

- part 3
You are my first love, ive never felt like this towards anyone else. You make me feel like love is real, our messages just warm my heart and make my face turn into a tomato. My love for you, is unexpected. I didn't know i was gonna fall into love, until you came into my life. I realized I'm writing a lot more than i expected, but something just tells me to keep writing.

I love everything you do, you may think its cringe but it just melts my heart. I was that lost quiet girl, but meeting you made me confidence fly higher than i could ever imagine. I wanna thank you for everything, you've done. I hope you know, that i love every piece of you. Even if you think your not good enough, just know i love you more than the universe itself. Yeah, this might be stupid writing about you but i just wanted to explain my love. When you glared into my eyes, i wanted to disappear like a ballon flying into the air. No, I'm not trying to avoid you you just make me shy, not just shy but ugh i just love you to much. Please don't leave me, i don't even know what's the point of living without you. When we grow up, if we ever separate without even knowing just know you are my first love, i always have you in my mind. I even make things for you but I'm just to scared for the moment. I would've written more, but I'll write more when i can.

I love you, Thimindu...

where could i even start? This boy named, thimindu is angel. You could never ever replace this boy, he is one in a billion. Adore him will all your heart and he will show you all his love, he is a gentleman with a strong personality.

He is smart, even though he might not say he is but he is very intelligent i love him. he is so respectful, he is very much different compared to the others. he shines more brightly, his love for you is like a sunflower growing through winter and summer.

his touch, is like the feeling of being safe and comfortable he will never let you down as so, he is always there for you. his smell, the smell of walking through a rose garden while hearing the birds fly pass.

Thimindu is extremely handsome, he is everything you would want in a boy. he is so generous and thoughtful, could you imagine his hugs. He has such a warm heart and a passion for everything he adores, he is so kind to everyone adults, children and animals.

Thimindu have been struggling with atmosphere love, hes scared of being rejected or put down. he tends to keep his love for others quiet and hides his feelings towards who he truly desires.

Never ever let him go, he tries his best to build a decent relationship with you. His jokes makes me happy, his smile could light up the world.

I love you, Thimindu.

- heading

Thimindu, huh? Well, if only you knew how you shine infront of my eyes. You see, my love for you is like a daisy standing in a paddock. Not only, the daisy goes through a lot. Would you like me to run through it? Okay, *sigh* here we go...

- part 1

Every single day, as I'm passing every tree looking from glass. It's "you", your always the one on my mind, i can't even get you off my head. Sometimes i find it difficult to even focus on my daily routine, you are always on my mind. Some day, i could be thinking of you and i would just smile all day. Your like my bright little sunflower and you don't even realize that, i could smile in the dark if you came up in my head. It's crazy the amount of times you make me smile or even laugh, you are my yellow. Yellow stands for happiness, you Thimindu make me happy and you don't even know a thing about anything. You make my heart warm inside, my eyes shine in the dark of a city.

I wanna put my hands in yours, your hands tells me i am safe. I am comfortable around you, i know that i can act myself near you and you wouldn't judge me for a thing. Thimindu, you are so perfect in any way, your so perfect. You make life worth living..