Wickificating
Being super real paranoid and stuff just because you find it thrilling. The simple things in life like masturbating. Defending yourself from the entire village of tomato folk with squirts of ketchup. The village of tomato folk that is out to get you that is. You get real paranoid over it. That's what makes it thrilling and you may even say fulfilling! I sure hope they're out to get me.
I have been wallowing in dreadful agony with bloodshot paranoia wickificating around the abandoned reactor for three days straight with zero breaks and the entire experience has been fantastically bad ass!