yishuka

i love her, she's the love of my life.

i wanna kiss her. she's not that kind of girl though.
i miss her, where did you go- Yishuka?

she's the kindest girl i've ever met. we went to primary school together, i made her a card for her birthday, and when she left. she's so godamn cute. i wish i made a move before she left.

i love her.
i still love her.
we went to primary school together, i made her a card for every birthday, until she left- until we left. i made her one then too.
i was about to have my first kiss with her, until our classmates started teasing us.
i miss her.
you'll meet her, you'll love her- but something always happens, between her and anyone, not just me.
always.
you're lucky if you get to be her man.
i wasn't, but i know for sure.
take it from a boy who used to sing with her and Samuel, and knew her well.
her laugh is one you'll miss when she goes.

When she loves you, she really fucking does.