Body Dysmorphia
My problem.
Body Dysmorphia consumed a large portion of my childhood. And adulthood I guess. I also clearly have some kind of dissociative disorder. I feel largely removed from my own body. As I see it, I'm electricity, trapped in a meat prison, trapped in a nitrogen/gravity bubble, trapped in a vacuum, trapped in a space/time fabric. Have I said this one yet? I can never remember which thoughts I wrote down.