fixation manadite
The strong or faded belief in some higher being, force or nature in order to achieve an effervescent or "safe" death. This practice is ultimately directed towards individuals with a superior mental state.
John didn't want to die a lonely, stupid piece of shit, so he swiftly joined the Roman Catholic Church, in the name of fixation manadite, in order to die thinking he's going to Heaven, or some place far past the imagination or thoughts of the human race, instead of dying forever.