hibriazie
She is driven, but she's laid back. She may sometimes be careless, useless and no emotions at all but she has a big heart. She is chaotic inside. No words can define her. She only loves one person, intimately. She still wants to be with that person even if the persons doesn't like her at all. She never lets go of something so easily but everything slips off of her hands. She accepts the fact that she will be alone forever, unless the person she love will come back to her. She doesn't want to think of the future but she constantly thinks of it.
She is hibriazie when she jokes frequently.