Improlted
When you are impressed at your friend's success, but revolted at the things they did to get it.
"Did you hear that Tom hyped his underground supper club by pretending to be two anonymous commentors talking to each other on that food blog?"
"Ugh, yes. But he's got half this city eating out of his hand. I'm so improlted."
"Ugh, yes. But he's got half this city eating out of his hand. I'm so improlted."