012458

This is what “012458” means: “I’m making poor decisions
I want to regret them
A life without is not to live on
I need regret and bad things so I can still long for a better life
Maybe I want to start it out bad so I can tell of pain and strife
In between your thoughts there’s something waiting eminant coming as surprise
If I want a to hold her I want to dance through the night
I can’t change my shape and control my digest so I might
Don’t want to roll the dice and win big I’m afraid of losing however I need this loss
The blonde track car hotwheel wants me to take a toss
Signs form above me and bleeding colors on trays
Just for one night but I cannot for I must take the less chosen day
I can’t compete with that one for my life
However ebbing is my faith at the streets of a city night
Three planes of dimensions are reaching out
The timeline stops when I fix my grout”