Blinnocence
A false pretense of innocence. A blinnocent person tries to obscure their knowledge on certain topics in an effort to stay above judgement or reproach.
She would never admit what she knew and what she did. Hell yes, she liked having some wild fun. She was, too, a pillar of the community. To bridge these sides of herself deep down inside, she pretended to not know crude words or about certain adult activities. Her blinnocence was called out by man who loved her. As their (middle-aged) love grew and her experience of life changed, she came to accept and integrate the “naughty” parts of herself. Then one evening she accidentally revealed her true knowledge with her adult children during a tipsy round of Cards Against Humanity. She could no longer claim blinoccence.